Thanks for sharing your concern with us.
There are many aspects to your concerns. Often its seen that it’s not only about a particular situation but also about the person himself/herself and many others involved in the situation.
Firstly: It’s a thought or a guilt? As in, I could not find any aspect of guilt in the above statements.
Second: In case you feel anything (chotti si baat bhi kaafi chubti hai). Can you elaborate what exactly hurts you?
Third: Is there anything else too that bothers you till date? (chotti si baat bhi kaafi chubti hai).
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